We have been quarreling over my problems these days.
Anytime I would say the wrong things, done the wrong move,
and everything starts again.
It’s because of these quarrels, you voice out how unhappy you are with me.
It’s because of these quarrels, you told me about my flaws, very negative flaws.
Maybe the past failed relationship is all my fault, and not the other party.
That aside.
Because of these quarrels, I am being to be fear of whatever I say or do.
For instance, talking on the phone, and yes my phone is old and at times I really didn’t hear your reply.
Especially replies like “orh”, “k”. I really didn’t hear that.
And when you start to repeat again, you got pissed.
I really don’t know how to respond whenever I experience silent moments between us on the phone.
Is the daily dose still happiness?